I've got the recipe for making love.

Melanie and Dillon wanted to hang out today so I could take some pictures of them because supposedly they can never get a good picture and it was my job to get some good ones. We went to the lake first and saw some angry geese, then went to the park for an hour and took pictures. I think some of them came out pretty good, hopefully they'll like them too. This was my first time taking pictures of anyone other than Cody, so it was interesting. If photography ever does become a choice with jobs, I think photographing weddings or couples would be nice. I have to get better at talking to people and telling them how to pose though.

Treat me like your mother.

Sunday I actually decided to be social and went to the movies with Tarah. We saw Shutter Island, which I thought was good, the music was horrible and it has some random frames, but overall I enjoyed it. Finally doing something with someone other than Cody was good,ha.

I tried to get a good picture of Bunny and Cody, but she would not stop moving so it didn't work that well. Also, ignore the fact that I don't have any sheets on my bed, I put one on Saturday but I can never get it to stay on. :l

Words disappear, words once so clear only echo passing through the night.

Cody went to Scott's Saturday, so I didn't really do a whole lot that day. Mom took me to Cato's, which ended up being a successful shopping trip. I got an adorably grey plaid shirt from there and a few other things. I also went to Fazoli's even though I didn't really feel like it and then went to Blockbuster. I also went to midnight bingo, which was alright or at least a lot better than sitting in the house all night doing nothing.

For now on you can forget our future plans.

We spent an hour going around and getting applications from basically everywhere on Friday. We still have a few more stores to go too and a ton of applications to fill out. Fun times. Let's just hope someone will hire Cody and me.

You are tiny and your lips are like little pieces of paper.

Had some more Ben and Jerry's on Friday, which was delicious. I think Cake Batter might be my favorite flavor, excluding Americone Dream. It tastes like Cupcake syrup and chocolate icing. :)

Love is just a dialogue, you can't survive on ice cream.

On Thursday Cody and I took Bunny to the lake and enjoyed the weather. While there I saw a zebra butterfly and was actually able to get a pretty good picture of it. Thursday was goooood. :)

This sound is everywhere, but it can't be found.

I really shouldn't wait to post because I can never remember what I did that day. I know I stayed up crazy late and took pictures of this flower down the road, so since I stayed up so long Wednesday was probably full of sleeping.

This is the golden phone, can you ring me back?

All I remember doing on Tuesday is going to PC Park. There was probably more that happened, but I can't remember :(

Lists are fun!

I know I post tons so sorry about that, but I really want to do the two list. For right now I'm only going to do the "what's good about me" because I've already posted once today. Thanks for always reading and commenting.

Good Things About Me

My appearance:
-I have decently clear skin
-My teeth are straight, well all but one of them.
-My breath usually doesn't smell
-My eyes are nice
-My hair is slowly becoming healthier and I'm trying to stop dying it (which is working right now, but I always give in.)
-I have a lot of cleave.
-I really like how my industrial piercing looks.
-I don't tan, smoke or spend a lot of time in the sun, so I'm hoping my skin won't be really wrinkly when I get older.
-I think I look ok without makeup and rarely wear it anymore.
-All my hair is light, so I don't have to shave or pluck all the time.
-I really like my collarbones for some reason, I just wish they were as nice as they were when I was at my lightest weight.
-I dress ok and always make sure to wear clothes that fit right.
-I'm tall, which means I have long legs.
-I'm decently healthy for how heavy I am. Supposedly, my blood pressure is perfect,ha.

My personality:
-I'm friendly to most.
-I'm smart.
-I can hold my own in a conversation about zombies and comic books.
-I love to read.
-I always listen and like helping others. I don't know how good I am at advice, but I never mind to at least try to help others out.
-For the most part I'm not judgmental. There is certain behaviors I don't respect but I keep my opinions to myself so I'm not constantly telling others how to live their lives.
-I must be ok since Cody has been able to put with me for so long.
-I'm easy to talk to.
-I like giving others gifts.
-I'm usually not stingy, unless I'm eating Wendy's chicken nuggets. Those things are too good to give away.
-I love animals and feel closer to my pets than I do to most people.
-I have a good sense of humor.
-I can find something fun to do in most situations.
-I'm easy to please.
-I appreciate nature and love being outside.
-I'm trustworthy.
-I try to not gossip about others.
-I'm working on being more patient and less sensitive.
-I'm more optimistic than ever before.
-I try to find humor in most situations and love to cheer people up.
-I'm peaceful and can't stand when anyone's mad at me.
-I wouldn't harm anyone, I didn't even want to kill the mouse in my room.
-I'm not fake. I never to pretend to enjoy something just to get along with other.
-I can talk about almost any show and most movies. This makes it easier to keep conversations going when there's nothing else to talk about.

My talents:
-I can sew.
-I'm ok at photography and hope to keep getting better.
-I can make necklaces, bracelets, and earrings.
-I can do other crafty things that probably have no usage, but still.
-I'm really good at Mario and Sonic for some reason.
-I'm decently good at Galaga. Do these even count as talents?
-I learn math rather easily it seems.
-I read fast.
-I'm good at cleaning.
-I'm a beast at Harry Potter trivia.

Relationships:
-I get along with most of my family.
-I have enough friends for my liking and don't need tons of people to make me happy. This doesn't mean I'm against making new friends, just that I'm ok with the ones I have.
-I'm faithful and have no interest in other men at all.
-I'm the only girl Cody has ever been interested in, so I know I can trust him to not cheat on me.
-I can spent tons of time around Cody and still never get bored of him.
-I realize the things I need to work on to make our relationship even better
-And most importantly, I have the best boyfriend ever!

This did make me feel a bit conceited because I kept adding things,ha. But it also helped me realize how good I have it, so it worked well.

Who died and made you fucking king of the zombies?

I had the strangest dream today about the end of the world, the sun exploding and having to stab different comic characters. I've had a few end of the world dreams, but I think my favorite one was when I dreamed of planes crashing, then floods and walking on water while holding hands with Cody,ha. The rest of the day was spent in the house, just sitting around since Cody wasn't able to use the van and I'm lame and don't have my license yet. I'm going to go next week to try to get them because I'm tired of waiting on Cody being able to use the van. I want to be out and about :)

I also made a flower record on my wall and decorated some of the other two that hadn't been directed yet. Plus, my cousin bought me the Shaun of the Dead comic, so I'm pretty happy at the moment.

You're the yellow bird I was waiting for.

My sleeping schedule lately has been extremely messed up. I slept til 5pm yesterday, so not a whole lot was accomplished. Around 9 am though, I did go outside and take pictures. Which now looking at them, aren't as good as I thought they were. I came back in and went to sleep and Cody eventually woke me up and we went out to Blockbuster and Wal-mart, which was crowded because of the cruise. Which is ridiculous, I get wanting to walk around and look at cars, but not sitting outside just to watch cars drive by, I don't know. Then we came home, napped some more and played Pac-man.

And we don't notice any time pass, we don't notice anything.

We went to Dakota's graduation today, which was nice and a lot smaller than mine. There was only like 15 people in her senior class. I also have to go to the Southwestern graduation this year and next year. So there's lots of graduations in my future. Then we went to China Buffet and I had a shit ton of shrimp, so today was pretty good.

Also, I swear I didn't look that horrible the whole night My hair just decided to look like crap during that picture.

Cause I can tell that we're going to be friends.

And yesterday, I attempted to use my dinosaur sandwich cutter, found out my breads too small for it and somewhat made a dinosaur looking sandwich. I also went to the doctor and it seems I still have ringworm along with some other fungus type thing that might reoccur ever year. Fun stuff =/

The rest of the day was spent mostly at his house. So, nothing interesting really.

Memories, pressed between the pages of my mind.

I was home the whole day Wednesday and spent most of it cleaning. My room is finally completely clean, so now I just have to work on the rest of the house. A picture of my room wouldn't be very interesting and while my bulletin board probably isn't anymore interesting, it's a lot better than a picture of bed on the floor and lots of open space.

Give me your heart and I'll love you till Tuesday.

I haven't posted in 3 days, so I'm sorry there's going to be so many post in one day. Tuesday, I don't think we did a whole lot so, I just took a picture of his dog Mayo for the day :)

I'll do anything to be happy, oh cause blue skies are calling.

The sky was all moody today so I'm posting three pictures of it's moodiness. I got my lace shirt today! My arms are horrible, so I wore it with those dressy looking cardigans. We went to the lake to try to get some decent pictures of him and me, but it didn't work since I always look so awkward in pictures. This is the reason I need to just take the pictures and not be in them.

There's a hope in every new seed

Sunday, I just played Super Nintendo while Cody laid around and watched. Also, I hate the days when we stay in because my camera takes such shitty pictures in my room. The lighting is really bad.

Darlin' all I ask is you love me to the last.

Saturday was mostly full of nothing. Cody was supposed to go over to Scott's for only a little bit, but ended up spending the night. So instead of staying in all day, I went to the movies with David and saw Kick Ass and then went to his house for a little bit and played the Wii. Kick Ass wasn't nearly as good as I thought it would be, the fight scenes were good, but the rest was just about...tits mainly. Which gets annoying and does not make for an interesting plot.

And the picture is of a painting Cody made for me for our one year anniversary :)

You make me merry, make me very very happy.

Friday, we just cleaned up my horribly messy basement which now looks amazing thanks to the help of Cody :)

I also finished Tarah's bracelet, but have yet to put a clasp on it. That's about all. Tarah, I swear the green doesn't look that poopy irl. The camera just didn't pick up the color well enough.

Oh she's a gold digger way over town.

So, yesterday Cody had one of his moments which happens to be things he probably shouldn't say, but still does for god knows why. I was talking to him and I told him that I didn't understand why one of our friends had liked me, because he seemed to not enjoy heavier people. And Cody, with all his wonderful skills in communication just randomly said "Maybe he thought you were easy." I have no idea where this came from, but it wasn't exactly flattering,ha. Some of our other friends must of thought I was easy too then.

Another time he called me chubby thinking it was a compliment,ha. It's cute now, but god that was horrible at the time. The boy really thought it was a compliment to call a girl chubby, supposedly it means cute and curvy to him. Anywhoo, I obviously have me a winner and I love him :)

And all we did yesterday was make another record bowl, eat ice cream and sit around and be hateful. And then not be hateful and cuddle. Also, that picture isn't very good, but it's of the bowl that Cody made for me the other day.

All the ones you tell your troubles to they don't really care for you.

Wednesday we went to PC Park and walked through the creek there, it made me feel like an adventurer,ha. Next time, I do believe we should probably just follow the trail because we've been on the creeks the last three times. I saw a froggie and he just sat and let me take pictures of him. I even put my camera right up to his face and he didn't move. When we got home Cody napped some, then we watched The Others, which was alright, better than most horror movies and I enjoyed all of Nicole Kidmans clothes, so it was good.

Also, all my grades are in! I made two A's, two B's and a C in bio. Which is alright, I'm just glad I passed biology.

If you don't know where you are going, any road will get you there.

I got my filters today, so we went to the lake to play around with them. I love them and can't wait to use them at PC Park tomorrow. After the lake, we went to his house and I sat around while he played Street Fighter with his new fight stick. Then we came to my house and made a bowl out of an old record,ha. It was fun stuff. Officially job hunting now it seems, which is not exactly what I want to do, but eh I need to get a job and move out eventually.

Krypton!

Monday, we went to Wal-mart, got some ice cream and then went to the lake and walked around. For the rest of the night we mostly snuggled and watched tv. My life is full of interesting things obviously.

Sand is overrated. It's just tiny, little rocks.

I didn't do anything Sunday or at least not that I remember. I know Cody came over at some point and we watched Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.

Chillin' out maxin' relaxin' all cool.

I got a new puppy today! Her name is Daisy annnnd she's adorable and very lazy. Mom just suprised us with her because supposedly she couldn't pass her up. Other than new animals, I went to game night at Cody's house and played Pictionary and Uno with his family. Good times were had. :)

I wish that all of nature's magnificence, the emotion of the land, the living energy of the place could be photographed.

Friday, we just went to the library and checked out books. I've started reading the one about Annie Leibovitz, which I really like. I'm going to look up a few of the photographers and books she mentions in there and hopefully find more to read.

I'm just a huge manitee.

I need to get in shape which I've known for a long time, but have obviously done nothing about. I feel content and ok with myself now that I'm with Cody, but I still really want to lose weight because I obviously need tog. So hopefully I can start going to Zumba again and now that I'm out of school I can start Wii Fit again. I do have to get a job, but I'm only going to work part time so I should have enough time to work out. Also, one of my classes next time is aerobics so that should help.

Anyways, today we went to our last English class, got our papers back and then went to his house and sat around. We did go to the lake eventually, it was so pretty outside. There was some baby geese there and my god, they were adorable, I took so many pictures but only got a few I really liked. The lake just made me want to go out and walk on the trails at pc park and attempt to get better at photography. My filters should be coming in on Tuesday, so hopefully Cody will be ready for some walking by then. I also really want to go to the library and start reading again. I haven't read a whole book in so long, college doesn't leave much time for anything.

(And bragging time: I made a 98 on my math final,ha. That's the lowest test grade I got all semester in that class. Which is good, because something has to make up for Bio.)

If you can't see the stars you've probably gone too far.

I'm impatiently waiting for the filter set I ordered for my camera. I really really want it. Also, I believe my pictures get worse the further I go with this challenge because this one wasn't focused very well and was way to bright. Anyways, we just went shopping today because I decided to spend my money instead of saving it, since that's obviously the smartest thing to do. So, I decided to just take a picture of the owl I made Cody for our anniversary. Looking at it, I do believe I'm going to make it with fabric next time instead of felt, it would look a lot better.

Constant Vigilance!

One more test, then one more writing class and this semester is over. Today was spent like every other day recently, napping and then being lame near the end,ha. We played "The floor's lava" for a bit and then watched Colbert. I am really hoping I can start re-reading the Harry Potter series soon, I do have to get a job sometime soon, but I want at least a few weeks off from everything.

Algebraic!

Monday was just spent studying, that's it.

All I wana do is ride bikes with you and stay up late and watch cartoons.

No one reads this supposedly, so I can post that Cody doesn't wipeeeeeee! Plus he's a butt and would rather shower than stay with me all night. Also, I love him and today is our 1 year and 4 months,ha. We're making it!

Your magic's real so why aren't you using it?

I had plans today that did not involve rain and all of them were ruined. So instead of going to the lake and taking pictures, we went to Mr.Gattis for his nephews birthday party, won some pirates and then played Galaga. We went to another birthday party for someone his mom knew at church and made a Hilter character on a game on the computer there. Obviously, we also had the pirates pose. They had tea parties and then rode some peacocks together. Later on we went to the show at Wiseguys and sat around with Becky and Jess, first show where we've actually had someone to talk too in a while. Today actually turned out pretty good even though it poured all day.